Perhaps I've read too much while I was a kid but I've always wished life was different. I've always hoped for a price to take me out of this God forsaking land, that I can do the things I've always yearned to do in life, that i would be able to achieve all I've ever dreamed of.
I guess I've been too ambitious. I've built things up to lose everything again. Strove my ass off to end up suffering when dreams are shattered once again. I've been getting tangible stuff that many people would say is an act of insanity or plain wastage but these are the only things that I can hold on to and own.
I want but I'm a top scorer in Economics so I fully understand the theory of opportunity cost due to the limited $$$ that I hold. Wish I could win the lottery so I don't have to stay here, in this damn hell that I'm in now? I'm just tired of having parents who seem to enjoy ruining my life because they enjoy giving me extra burdens to worry about. When people tell me famiily is the best, I will laugh because i feel family are the ones who can kill you and get away with it.
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