Thursday, April 15, 2010

If I Had A Million Bucks

    Let's just face it, if I had the money, i would buy a plane ticket and leave this damn country for good!  I'm highly irritated with everything that's been going on lately.
    The standard of health care in the country already needs improving and yet we have ministers reducing the period required for housemanship.  I guess they wouldn't care losing a few innocent patients due to the 'negligence' of their staff since theres always 'backdoors' and 'rugs' to sweep things under.
    Based on personal experience, there are housemen (note it's plural) who don't even know how to insert an IV head into a vein.  Some even behave like kids in school, beating other colleagues with their stetoscope. 
    And my conclusion is, Malaysia Bolehkah?  I'm still waiting for them to prove my point wrong!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Things don't look good...

    Grandma fell at nite 3 weeks ago and had a minor stroke.  Other than bruises, she was still able to eat and talk though the stories she told were ridiculous.  Said there were to Indian having sex at a room 'back there' and my dad had to chase them out!  When I asked my dad about this, he got shocked and laughed.  So that's how we knew granny's brain signals got haywired somewhere. 
    It's almost a month since she was admitted and thanks to the 'professional ' care of the drs, she's now in a death bed.  She lost so much weight, I feel she's thinner than me.  She no longer knows how to even suck a straw and can't swallow a spoon of milk without choking.  There's been slight improvement these few days as they force-feed her using a tube now.
    My 'hell' begins this coming Saturday, 17th because a bitch cousin is coming back to supposedly see grandma.  She can't even pay for her own passport or plane ticket.  Another cousin arranged everything for her because he's scared grandma can die at any moment.  I'm praying somehow, someway she doesn't get out of the plane as shes a useless bum who just knows how to butt in people's business and ruin a person's peace.  She expects everyone to feed her and her whole family while she enjoys life without working.
    I've a baseball bat ready to wack her if she gets on my nerves, a rubberband gun used to shoot lizards which I will not hesitate to use against this giant 'lizard', a basketbchopall which I can use to test my aiming and knives in  the kitchen to chop her into pieces if she drives me insane!  That's is how much I hate her! 
    3 damn weeks of having a pesticide in the house....I wanted to arrange a trip for myself so I don't have to be around but mom says 'what if grandma dies while I'm not around?'.  She's also afraid I may get injurewd again.  Life just sucks.  I just fell last Friday and have a giant, swollen bruise on my left leg. 
   5 more days of peace and counting....