Life Sucks But It Goes On

    I was diagnosed 16 June with mild glaucoma.  I cant help but think of all those times I went to see other opthalmologist in the past and its only now that I'm being diagnosed with it.  Yes I wanted to cry.  I mean, I am now already in a difficult period of my life and I do not need other issues to worry about. 
   I blame the bitch doctor for giving me all this grief.  If it's not because of her, I may not have had so many relapses, I wouldn't be sent to the opthalmologist to be checked for optic neuritis to end up with glaucoma instead. 
    I have yet to do many things in life and therefore I can't and won't give up!  I will fight until the very end.  I know my doctor in Butterworth is trying her best to be there for me.  I really appreciate it.  I feel it's people like her that's God-sent.  As for those who have betrayed me, they will get their return someday.  And so life just goes on... 

I can't help but laugh like I'm insane

    After months of waiting, my biomarker results are out!!!  And it's negative!!!!  I know the damn doctors from PGH are gonna say negative doesn't always mean negative but heck it's 70% that I do not have NMO!  That's a high chance, don't you think??  And if results mean nothing, then why were they so eager to find out in the 1st place?     I'm not trying to be arrogant to say I told you so but I feel that bitch doctor has gone overboard in causing me so much grief!  It's time for her to bang her head against the wall, get down on her knees and pray that God will open the eyes of her heart!!