I've been searching for things to give me thrill in life after getting sick. I regret not enjoying when I ws perfectly normal and kept delaying things thill it isnt aas convenient for me to do a lot of things now. I know I'm not so into extreme events in the past but I now seek adrenline rush to mask the boredome in my life these days.
I was insane enough to have my hair permed yesterday. I have never had my hair done in the 27 years of my life, not even for special events ike my graduation. The hair styliist even asked after the whole 3 hour long procedure was done if I was preparing for a dinner or something and I replied 'it's for the heck of it'. I've never experience having my hair washed so many times before-once after every procedure. There was even a point I felt my brain was being friend in the machine! Now I feel I look like Medusa! I honestly don't know how to manage my hair!
So what's next to try in life? I guess time will tell.
